May be oneday you sit and
explain it to our daughter that how did
you felt when I had your hands in mine
tight enough since I was fearing to
loose you and you two laugh together at me :-)

One day you may feel like
being killed from loneliness from
inside of you and remember the moment
I held your hands and may you
smile with a little twinkle in your
eyes filled with tears.....

It was the day when I was having my fingers moving across your hair without my will that arosed doubt on myself that I may have somethings connected to you in the ways I'd never thought I might be....

It was the day when you were crying silently inside my arms and I was hiding my tears from you that made me to realise that I also have a heart and it's hurted the most when I see tears in your eyes....

That lone rainy evening with you changed my life entirely that even now when you are away I feel like refreshed whenever rain and evenings combine together..

If love means curling lips when am upset,just because of your smily face,
if love means feeling secured when you hug me,
if love means feeling to be the happiest on earth when you kiss me,
 then am in love with you from decades my dear AMMA....

In the begining getting your hand in my hand was the ultimate thing that my heart was eager to do when I saw You for the first time......

But now when I've got your hand in my hand,
I Think my heart is cheating myself....

It has placed You in my heart in such a level that it did for nobody else before...

Now I wanna love you to such an extent that you'll be forced to love me.......

Now I wanna take care of you with all the gentleness that my heart has got.....

I used to cry at little things when I was young,even if my mom left me alone for a moment....

Later on as everybody does I stopped it.....

Now the same lad who used to cry infront of his mother is crying infront of you with a little proposal in heart and a promise to be kept forever....

As a mark of approval to my every demand my mom used to give a warm hug and a gentle kiss on my cheeks so as to console me whenever I cried....

In this cold evening,am here with my knee bent infront of you, expecting to be treated from you as I used to be treated from my mom....

Sometimes when we sit together in evenings with my hands resting on your shoulders....

I think myself to be the richest in the world that I am loving and I've been loved by you,one of the precious creatures of God....

Sometimes I remain speechless,not because words are exhausted but since I dont want to disturb the silent conversations between our hearts...

Sometimes I'll be thinking what if word ends now...my hands around you goes tighter then for I dont want to loose you even if am lost....

Under the moon having you inside my arms and having nothing to think else since my mind stops thinking when I get you.....

When in dark you wisper something leaning on my heart often my heart wants to reply with all the love which it's got towards you but often remains silent since it fails to give words to those feelings...

Its the fear of loosing you which makes me bow my head infront of you even if you are the culprit...:-)

Its the lonelyness without you in life that I fear for and always try to be where you are...:-)

Its mine fingers who've got addicted to yours that without my will they'll move into your's whenever am with you...:-)

Its my heart that it always finds some reason to love you even if I try avoiding it......

Hold Only My Hand For I Cant Control Myself
      When I See Your Hand In Somebody Else's.....


Not That I Want To Own You,Its Just The Level To                                   Which I Love You Makes Me Think So.....